And so, it begins. I have opted for divorce. Finally. 20 years old, losing a husband? Or gaining a future? I'm not sure... To put it lightly, my husband is a complete waste of skin. He sucks up all the fresh air and vomits dust and fumes... he has ruined my life. I have found someone else. Someone who supports me in life long dreams, someone who loves me, and understands that I have an eating disorder. He understands, and he accepts it. I have hit 113lbs. still going. lately i've been dealing with a handful of "real world" problems... if i am not so depressed i am starving myself, i am so depressed i'm gorging myself. Its been a very hard few months. The seperation started in June, he moved out. I have been having a hard time ever since...
But i think it's best now to continue my blog momentarily, I feel suicidal lately, maybe being heard will ease that? I don't know...My life is full of dark right now. Skinny is all ive got left... forgive typos.. ive been bawling for days. So, this may be a short montage of my life, but now those who i've left will understand i am alive. I am going to be okay. And im still getting to SKINNY.
I will not follow blogs back, i will not read other blogs. All comments will be moderated. at this time in my life, i ask that you have enough respect to keep your mouth shut if there is nothing nice to say because with how emotionally disturbed ive been lately, you may be the reason that last string holding me together gets snipped.
So, LET THE GAMES BEGIN
