Sunday, March 4, 2012

eating starvation, by the handfuls.

So. As we all anticipated the results of the 1sts weigh in I had some unfortunate events occure.  I.e. my fence fell into my neighbors yard. So now that its been temporarily fixed, here are the results of the 1sts weigh in.


127.


Not as good as I'd hoped. But shed a few pounds.

Now here is the shitty thing, my husband has been getting into you-have-to-eat arguments with me. And so weigh in today 128.... I'm really dissatisfied with the results of this. But last night we had a conversation (now I know none of you probably care anything about this, but-)

So my husband and I have some issues intimately... Well... I do. The whole I think I'm fat and feel 100% disgusting kinda kills the mood a lot so sex life is pretty rare because of my.. complex.

So i asked him out of curiosity if he had to choose between me eating "normal" or sex which he would choose. And he said sex. So, that is my goahead. No more pressuring me to eat. No more arguments. I'm estatic.


Other than that, I'm sick. I've come down with a cold of some sort. Scratchy throat. Fatigued. Cough. Stuffy nose. And awkwardly, swollen lips?


So I'm going to have some fruit. A lot of vitamins. Tea. Orange juice..etc.


I will update again as soon as possible. Life has been so busy somehow.


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