Results?
Not pregnant
And for about 4 hours I panicked it was something worse.
And then?
My period.
Wow. Honestly? Life loves giving me the run around.
I haven't cried yet. I'm not sure how to feel. If its ok to feel relieved. Or if its ok to be upset I'm not. Or if It's ok that I'm so insanely relieved that i can get back to avoiding food like the plague. But maybe that's all it needed to kick start, food. Maybe it really did get that bad. Who knows. Point is. Ana is back in my life. and her company is all I want right now. All i need. I don't want to have a war in my head. I like it better when starving is the right thing to do. The okay thing to do. And no one can say anything because it doesn't affect anyone else. There's security in ana. It's my comfort blanket. That's all for now. I must gallivanter off to work
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