S.Y.M.P.T.O.M.S. of E.L.L.I.E

ectopic pregnancy.
Anemia.
Ovarian Cancer.
Ovarian cyst.
Early menopause.
Eating disorder.
Stress.
Hypothyroidism.




...i still have heard nothing back. and ill be honest, im flat out annoyed. I must know if i am pregnant. I must know so that i can continue with my normal routine of obsessive calorie counting, weighing, purging, restricting. Eating disorders keep me sane. I am dying right now. Eating normal. The subtle extremely loud thought of all the ingestion being a pointless setback.




cravings? cant tell. Urinating? constantly. Sore chest? no. Mood swings? Off my rocker. Weight gain? Yes. Back pain? Yes. Tired? Constantly. Unable to focus? (also sign of shock) Yes. Vaginal Bleeding? NONE. Cramps? Yes. White lotion-consistency discharge? Yes. Itchy belly? A little. Dark areolas? Not really.. but i do not pay attention to my nipples alot so i dont know if its changed. Sharp pains around hips/ovaries? Yes.  there are so many more symptoms i could name but... i dont see the point




BACK TO ANA.


calorie intake today




1hotdog (plain) 242 cal
1banana 105 cal 
2 slices bacon 68.7 cal
2 tbsp greek yogurt plain  round up 50 cal 


=465.70 total cal intake today.




WOOO!!!
 (booo if im prego.)








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tried calling them,. left a message. no one called me back. my husband is starting to get irritated so he is taking me in tomorrow to harrass them for the results. ill keep everyone posted