I hate when he does that. anyone else would flaunt how loving their spouse was... mine...means i have to eat. And my new work schedule (i leave to work before him) leaves alot less room for purging. I dont eat at all during work. but when he gets home and dinner is made for me, i dont have the option of purging. and i have all day tomorrow off with him. I miss mia. Bulimia is a common advocate for my eating disorders, and i am going to have to wait until tomorrow for her to visit.
Today, however, until work, i stuck to strictly liquids. caffeine free cream soda (1/2 can) 75 cal give or take
Hot chocolate (one cup) 56.5 cal give or take (half a pack of chocolate, watered down to shit)
Water (lost count around cup 5)
Butternut squash soup (1/2 cup) 97 cal
coffee (black, 1 cup) 5 cal
Herbal tea (a million cups) 0 cal. and no caffeine.
TOTAL CAL 234 (rounded up) and t hen of course the food
1/4 rice a roni chicken around 53 cal
so 287 cal. roughly.
thats pretty good right? Could have done better. But for it all being liquid it should digest pretty fast. and im going on a walk later to burn them all off. and then some.
I had to pee alot, to say the least. but then i get home... and dinner is there. and i feel like my successful no food diet has failed... again...
Damn you rice-a-roni.
well, tomorrow is a new day. And im going out of town to some winter wonderland festival thats supposed to have some very adorable ice carvings, i can avoid food if i forget my wallet :)
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