I had sugar for my lunch today. Not in the sense of sugar grains but in the sense that I had a cinnamon roll and i feel... Disgusting.
However, apparently I'm still beautiful as everyone at my new job finds me fancy and wants to converse with me. Which is nice. But i no longer have the support of veira ( my friend from my previous employement who also deals with EDs) on a daily basis. It sucks. I feel alone again. Alien. I just want someone to talk to about how I threw up my lunch yesterday and to support me in not eating. To not eat with me.... It's hard. When your alone. You feel much more disgusting. But that's why I have my readers. I know as far as fellow blogging followers I have next to none. But a lot of my readers don't have blogs. They just read. Which is great, id love to have more followers. But in due time.
Didn't I say I wasn't eating today?
I'm so good at this failing thing. :(
Tomorrow. No food.
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