I was in such a hurry this morning I didn't have time to make my day 2 green smoothie (which im actually insanely proud of, as that means Ive skipped breakfast)
I love the weekends because I work at 10 and for some reason it makes it easier to not eat all day. Also, my pants are starting to feel loose. Not sure if its for real or wishful thinking. But there is always hope.
Today I did awesome. Until about 930 when a pro ana friend, we will call her veira, (to protect her name as I'm not sure she's okay with me publicly expressing her ED) Invited me to casa Mexico for Mexican.
It was nice to see her outside of work and just talk. So the calories deemed worth it. I however when i got home did ensure that the stomache was empty. That's right. More purging. It's become natural to my body. Any time i eat. Any time there is weight in my stomach it feels like an anchor and my stomach is the strongest man in the world trying to push it out. But its fine. Skinny is as skinny does.
Success means success.
All that jazz....
I'm tired. 12:08 pm...I've had a long day. It's time to rest. Goodnight.
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