Tea has become my one and only vice. Not only does it satisfy my skin, but it keeps off the weight. I have decided that food isn't worth it anymore. The taste isn't worth the weight. Those little treats I give myself every so often that are compact full of sugar such as coffee from Starbucks, hard candies, etc, will now be cut out. Its nearing the end of January and I'm still not even close to my goal weight. I'm thinking March will be my month.
It's not that I can't eat. I can. I want to. Food tastes so good. But I've had a break down every day since this weight gain. I hate myself. There is no sex in my marriage anymore because I'm so ashamed of how I look. It's gotten the best of me.
So. Today will be a work out day. And avoid food day. Any food. Even little foods. The husband will be at work, so it should be an easy task.
Intentional starvation.... That's the only way I know that there is a disease.
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